so today i was on the tube on the way home, and this teenage girl sat opposite me. and she started to pick her nose. which is gross, but oookaaayyy i guess we all pick our noses (just not in public). BUT the gross(er) part was when she smeared the pi sai all across her copy of the Evening Standard (which is this free newspaper they give out every evening) and she just kept doing that!! omg next time i'll think twice about picking up a copy of the Evening Standard left behind by commuters.

eeeeeewwwwww.

SOOOOoo i have been in london for about a week now and am more or less settled down :) it is really cold though (it wasnt so cold at first but recently the winds have gotten stronger and its a torture to step out haha) and generally i find the london people rather friendly and helpful! but i really miss the familiarity of home, of knowing ur way around Singapore like the back of your hand, and coming home to my parents, brothers and a home-cooked dinner. but of course i know that im really lucky to be able to go on exchange and im really enjoying going around london and all but it'd be nice if i could have my family here with me hahaha. LE SIGH, but i guess that's one of the main points of exchg, to be independent and live away from ur family hahah.

ANOTHER thing that is really troubling me is TC applications argh @£$%^&*)(*&^%$ HUGE weight on my shoulders hahaha. i dunno if i will be able to settle it on exchg but what if there is nth left when im back!?!?!? am i gonna have to be jobless!?!? SIGH. thinking abt it makes me depressed and helpless ARGHHH ): ):

enough complaining for now though hhahaha i must look on the bright side of life :) :) STAY OPTIMISTIC!!!!

some of my fav quotes from one of the nicest dramas i have watched in recent times :)

"為什麼我們一生追求的東西，其實在擁有的時候就已經開始失去了呢?"
"愛情有時候就是一個moment的問題，錯過了，就沒有了."
"生活並不完美，但並不代表它不美。多看看妳生活當中美的部分吧，否則，我們永遠會有羨慕不完別人的人生."
"帶著你的根本，不管哪裡都可以再次花開."
"婚姻不是戒指，既不能換size，也不應該勉強自己去適應它."
"一個家，一定有一個唱歌的，旁邊的有都在幫他伴奏."
"婚姻要美滿不是要用讓出來的，是要發自內心的給他「接受」，這樣才是默契."
"身段要軟，該壓低身體的時候壓低，這就是夫妻之道！"

omg i am so tired of feeling tired. stupid medicine doesn't allow me to sleep more than 6 hours a day, passing each day with groggy head and blurred vision cos i'm so tired LIFE SUCKS. haven't started writing glob blob blob lob paper (constantly thinking that my paper is very low level), wishes the 5000 words will appear magically, everyone seems to have started on it somehow but me ): ):

SIGH how am i gonna survive the month ahead boohoo ): my knowledge of evidence is ..... zero. HAHAHAHA.

" Loneliness your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry, and you,
You never said goodbye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

Dry your tears with love "

"快樂時妳不用分心想起我　
難過時請一定記得聯絡我
讓我分享妳的苦　帶走妳的憂愁　
我覺得這樣　也算擁有"

極度悲傷又委屈的一段歌詞, 讀了後覺得好心酸。愛情，不應該是這麼單方面的付出才對，也應該沒有必要這麼委屈。

比上不足，比下有余 - it's always like that

sigh the holidays have been busy busy busy ): i don't know why i do this to myself sometimes sigh. feel like i need more time for my family and more time to nua in general.

TP on FRIDAY (friday, gettin' down on friday) how eggcites hope i pass this time round!!! :x :x :x my greatest fear is to mount kerb (AGAIN!!!) cos omg why all the roads so squeezy one damn easy to mount pls!! hope hope hope i get a kind tester this time who will close one (or two) eye(s) to me forgetting to check some blindspots ahahahahhahaha. and just hope i dont 慌 lahhzzzz. and i hope the roads will be relatively empty so tht changing lanes wont be so jialat AND HOPE HOPE i dont get route 6 oh gosh :x ahahah tht seemed like too much to hope for though. SIGH.

i also wanna go on overseas trip (not just to 大马). SIGHHH.

3 months holiday very long meh??

天，好热
头，好疼
心，好烦
气，好燥

THE WEATHER IS WAY TOO HOT OMG I AM GOING TO MELT AND DIEEEEEEEEEE. /jumps into sea of ice.

我好累. 我真的很累. ):